Sunday, March 26, 2017

Diary - Break

My boyfriend, M, broke up with me last night.

I'm not ready to talk about it.  My hands are still shaking as I write this.  I didn't sleep last night.  I cried until I couldn't cry anymore and then I couldn't sleep.

This is the first time I've ever broken up with someone.  I don't know how to do this.  I don't know how to leave someone.  I don't know how to move on...

I'll be okay.  But right now I'm really, really, really not okay.


  1. Sorry hun, that's sad to hear. Break ups are never an easy thing, but stay strong! It's definitely his loss!

    I hope that things get better, surround yourself with friends and try to have some fun. Friends and fun always help!

  2. Hang in there :)

    Like Natalie said, friends and family help. And perhaps a good old work project or something of that nature to take your mind off of it. The first cut is the deepest after all my dearest SwapGirl, it gets better from here on out. :)

  3. Not being an expert on such matters, you need to have a change of scenery. Get out and see things that do not remind you of those times. Still time to go skiing, here at lease. Meet new people who do not know you. Try something new, be someone new.
    It may not seem like it not but it does fade with time.
    Wishing you all the best. Spring flowers soon.