My boyfriend, M, broke up with me last night.
I'm not ready to talk about it. My hands are still shaking as I write this. I didn't sleep last night. I cried until I couldn't cry anymore and then I couldn't sleep.
This is the first time I've ever broken up with someone. I don't know how to do this. I don't know how to leave someone. I don't know how to move on...
I'll be okay. But right now I'm really, really, really not okay.